time is suppose to heal pain... i want the time to go by so my heart heals... but i worry if i forget the pain that i'll forget her.

and i cant decide which is worse

Elli’s song the last unicorn:

 

What is plucked will grow again,

What is slain lives on

What is stolen will remain –

What is gone is gone

 

What is sea-born dies on land

Soft is trod upon

What given burns the hand –

What is gone is gone

 

Here is there, and high is low

All may be undone.

What is true, no two men know –

What is gone is gone

 

Who has choices need not choose.

We must, who have none.

We can love but what we lose –

What is gone is gone

 

 

I love the original but this is amazing to! <3 totally worth listening to!

I just love her music, shes has such a way with words. And her music is really catchy



totally cool

oh god i dont know what to do i want to see you so bad but i dont think me and you should be alone esp after what u said last time...

Im bored and i dont wana update my other lj so im gona update this one ^-^

im really into K-on! right now so im making/finding pics and screen shots so i can try and make some icons! i dont know how good they'll come out but well... its worth a shot right! <3

Its such a cute anime! i wana see if i can get my friends to do a group cosplay, i wana be Mio! I think shes really cute and super cool and i love her dress at the end! If i like how they come out i thin i'll post them up on one of the k-on! communities. ^^

also i need to add the maki mood theme ive been so lazy...

sigh i dont know what to do the guy i like has a gf but hes told me he has a crush on me and he's been textin me at night.

and his gf is such a good person i dont wana wish them ill sigh i dont know what to do... i really love this guy and i really wana be with him its painful. fuck

Im having problems focusing and i really cant afford that right now

and i cant stop freaking out! im worried i wont do as well this semester! i dont feel nearly as prepared as i did last year! i just need to stay calm and not let this get to me. maybe make myself a drink? yeah i think thats what i'll do

i just want this year to be over! i cant stand it anymore! i hate law school! I HATE IT!!! uuggg so much work and i feel depressed all the time! sigh and i miss all my friends fuck i miss real human contact! i havent had real human contact other than law students in so long and its draining.

i hope this drink helps me focus

and it better be nice out on sunday i wana go out! and i'll be real mad if its sucky!

I got all the classes i wanted for the Fall im sooo hyped! well not all i wana be in freedmans ethics class but he said i had to do well on this test and to ask him again after. so we'll see what happens.

if not im still happy with the classes i got. and maybe i can ask freedman if he offers another class to save me a spot.

Books no reasonable person would lift = $3,000
Tuition for three years of law school = Unconscionable
Adding Esquire to the end of your name = Priceless

100 Truths!

1. Last beverage→ Mt Dew
2. Last phone call→ Chitraa...
3. Last text message→ Matt W
4. Last song you listened to→ Memory Elaine Paige
5. Last time you cried→ really... i dont know....

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice → never
7. Been cheated on? → nope
8. Kissed someone & regretted it? → ug yeah...
9. Lost someone special?→ ive lost a lot of special people to me.
10. Been depressed?→ yeah i was a long time ago

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Lilac (actually my fav color haha)
13. Blood red
14. Blue


THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends → I would like to think so but only time will tell
16. Fallen out of love → wasnt in love to start
17. Laughed until you cried → haha ohh yeah
18. Met someone who changed you→ umm kind of yeah
19.Read a book → uggg to many....
20. Found out someone was talking about you→ haha i go to law school of course they talk
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ ummm im not sure i have kissed some of the people on my Flist


RANDOM:

22. When do you want to get married?→ sooner the better
23. How many kids do you want to have→ 4!!!! but i'll adopt more
24. Do you have any pets → 1 dog, 2 cats, 1 snake
25. Do you want to change your name→ Never!! i love my name! <3
26. What did you do for your last birthday- i had a final..
27. What time did you wake up today → 9am to early for break
28. What were you doing at midnight last night → chillin with fam
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for → this summer! a lot of good things should happen
30. Last time you saw your father→ a few hours ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → i cant say what it is here
32. What are you listening to right now → watching center stage
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → yep
34. What's getting on your nerves right now? → i rather not say
36. Whats your real name → Giulia Palermo <3 <3 <3
39. Male or female→ Female on the outside *possible perverted male on the inside lol*
40. Elementary School(s)→ ug
41. Middle School → hell... i mean St Catharine
42. High school(s) → Tappan Zee High School
43. Hair color → Brown
44. Long or short --> its short right now but hopefully long soon
45. Height → 5'0
48. Piercings → just ears
49. Tattoos → hopefully one soon
50. Righty or lefty → right


FIRSTS :

51. First surgery → none
52. First piercing → ears
53. First tattoo→ one soon
54. First best friend → De!! <3 (not including my fam)
55. First sport you joined → baseball... or was it gymnastics or no figure skating.. maybe dance i dont know...
56. First pet → Cleo a rottweiler i loved her
57. First vacation → fuck if i know
58. First concert→ ummm i forget... but the first one alone was Dir en grey
59. First crush→ haha thats a secret ^.~
60. First sleepover→ my cousins house! <3

RIGHT NOW:

61. Eating → Jello
62. Drinking → Mt. Dew
63. I'm about to → sleep
64. Listening to → watching center stage
65. Waiting for → law school to fucking end!


YOUR FUTURE :

66. Want kids? → .... i said 4 already
67. Want to get married?→ YES...
68. Careers in mind? → law.. hopefully health law and eventually a judge!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?

69. Lips or eyes → eyes all the way
70. Hugs or kisses → hehe kisses!! <3
71. Shorter or taller → taller
72. Older or Younger → i like my guys older but age doesnt mean anything
73. Romantic or spontaneous → ohhh i like both! u need both!!!
74. Nice stomach or nice arms → fuck this is easy stomach all the way although a nice set of arms is just ahhhhh hard to get over when they hug you yummy
75. Tattoos or piercings→ eh i dont care
76. Sensitive or loud → hehe i think loud more if hes to sensitive i might break his heart
77. Hook-up or relationship → i like both but i would eventually like to have a relationship
78. Trouble maker or hesitant→ umm i like a guy who'll make some trouble its more fun that way


HAVE YOU EVER :

79. Kissed a stranger → yep a few times
80. Hugged a stranger → yeah
81. Lost glasses/contacts → never, broke them never lost them
82. Sex on first date → im a V
83. Broken someone's heart → .... yeah to many times
84. Had your own heart broken → 2 times yes
85. Been Arrested ?→ really me! im to cute to be arrested!
86. Turned someone down → yep also a lot of times
87. Cried when someone died → ....
88. Liked a friend that is a girl/boy? → yeah....


DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. Yourself → yeah a lot
90. Miracles → oh yeah
91. Love at first sight → if u mean lust at first sight, yeah
92. Heaven → oh yeah a lot
93. unicorns → sigh i wish
95. Angels -> yes!



ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

96. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → umm kind of yeah
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → nope
98. Do you believe its possible to remain faithful forever?→ yes i do ive seen it all the way to the end.
99. What's the main things you cannot live without?→ My Family, De and Sophia
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? → lol maybe

1. Grab your phone.
It's in my lap.

2. What kind is your phone?
umm some Verizon LG phone... i dont know

4. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M?
My cousin Matt

5. Who's the last person you called?
chitraa

6. Who was your last missed call from?
Chitraa

7. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
Dana

8. Who's speed dial 2?
[no one

9. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
Janice

10. Who was your last received call from?
Chitraa (fuck she calls me to much...)

11. Who's speed dial number 4?
i dont use speed dial

12. What does your banner say?
nothing i dont have a banner

13. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
17, i dont like to keep a lot of messages in my inbox

14. What do you have as your background?
SHINYA! <3

15. Who's speed dial number 1?
I dont use speed dial

16. Who's the 5th message from in your inbox?
Franny my sis

17. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Babara

18. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
Three.

19. Who was your last text message from?
Matt!

20. Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox.
Matt, Fran, Alex, Chitraa, Vinny, Todd

21. Who's the 5th person under A?
Alison

22. Who is the 9th person on your missed calls list?
Some weird number i dont know

23. What does the 6th message in your Outbox say?
"lol shit man when u wana be picked up u gota pick one time an stick with it" - to my sis

24. Who is the first name in your Phonebook?
Adam

25. Who is the last name in your Phonebook?
Whitney